Tuesday, June 10, 2008

my favorite team kalah!

Italy lost to Netherlands of 3-0!

yea, im kinda addicted to football now since the euro2008 is heating up this month!
oh, im loving it. =D
im supporting Portugal, France, Italy and Germany.

i just watched Italy vs Netherlands, and i have to admit that the dutch played bole la..
hehe, i dont know how to judge but yeah, through what i have seen just now, yea.. they're good. hehe, but heck! canavaro wasnt in the team, sebab tu la italy tak menang! haih. takpe, chill.. there'll be the next game. =)
netherlands won after 30 years! and yeah..they played hard, and they've shown their effort.
well done!

to my dearest italy, haih..main la betul-betul. hehe
i mean, i know they can play bagus lagi after this! im hoping for the best of them.i have faith on them! ceh!
they're the world champs for god sake! they're still the one! yeah baby!

its 5:52 a.m and im still awake. cant sleep.

scared.

i dont know why, i had this conversation with najwa and fath just now. we let out our feelings that we kept all this while. and yeah, we talked about our studies,our life after grad..who's goin to get married first..ahaha, yada,yada,yada..just everything! i guess the three of us really could click very well! we could talk about everything without keeping any secrets. yes, they are my soul! soul sisters baby! but the part where i felt a bit down was when we admitted that the course that we're taking, laws. its getting tougher.. and i realised that im scared that i could not make it through.

and that made me scared! seriously.

i was thinking whether am i going to get the degree, the scroll..
"Bachelor of Laws" that sounds good kan, like woaahhh.
people would be like :

"blaja mana?'"

"blaja uia.."

"wow,amek apa?"

"amek law.."

"terer nye amek law..mesti pandai"

haish people, stop saying that. i felt like a burden to me.

its getting harder, but my mom always said, "belajar mana tak susah"
yea, i know..but the thing is now, im thinking am i goin to be a lawyer nanti?
hehehe.
haish, well ill try my best, and yea..the course might not be the one that i actually wanted to do. but i've chosen it, and i am almost halfway through. cant turn back. its also my dad's dream to see one of her daughter studying law. my last sem results was just average for me. i know my level and i will just keep on trying. i know i can do this, i have to help myself in order to achieve my goals. it is still blurry but i know i am on the right path.

i hope.

Monday, June 9, 2008

"Terima Kasih Cinta"


Afgan*

wanie! i told you afgan looks like ur brother aby.
ade sikit la.
well, he's cute.
=D

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah
menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah
menyakitimu

ouuwwww...

ouuwwww...
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku

oouuwww

Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu..


i wonder what is the actual meaning of "cinta" in real life..
i have seen the movie "cinta" and some other movie like "love actually" all those romantic movies, which is my favourite genre of movies. =)
but in real life cinta cannot be based on fairytales where to some people they do believe in it.
cause in fairytales, the couple lived happily ever after.
that is everyone's wish in life, but be realistic and expect the unexpected.

love hurts, but being in love is wonderful.
we're differ in our definitions for there are tons of meaning of love.

love connects people.

=)










thanks babe!

im thanking najwa for giving me the pictures she edited petang td. hehe. it was really cute babe! hehe santek-santek.

FYI, she has the talent! she's really good in arts stuff, coloring,sketching, matching this and that hehe, thats just so najwa. =)



wanie & najwa




najwa & me

we had a litte talk in ym too, she spilled every single story about her "dirty little secret" hehehehe! hehe, takde la.. its been a while since we had that kinda conversation.hehe,
miss you babe!


ouh, and i am infected by the disease of "tak kesah pasal phone" hehehe.



ala, beb,,it was from u! so, kau jangan ckp banyak ekh! hehehe. she was wondering where was i cause i didnt reply her text or even picked up her calls..ouh! and not even tell her that i have a blog now.poor her! heheheh.


awww, u rindu i. terharu, muahahahaha =D





fath just got back from kedah..her kampung last night.
it was nice to just talk to her.she's my gossip partner! hehe, forever babe! hugs! fath & me


yea..lately..im being quite reserved.and i am pretty much comfortable with it.
i really do miss them alot! and i just cant wait to go back to school.hehe.


rindu korang! najwa and fath!




Sunday, June 8, 2008

im over it.

i hate it when all of the sudden i remember the Past.
i have moved on.
i could considered it as my nightmare and my lesson to be learned.

=(

shuh, shuh, shuh, please go away!

its been a while..

yesterday, i recieved a call from my chilhood bestfriend, shahidah. yeah, it has been a while since we last met and talked. she's been busy with her assignments and her hectic life in perak. she's studying in kpm perak.

we talked for hours! banyak sangat nak cakap. macam tak habis-habis! hehehe. it was fun to just let it out everything! seriously, ive poured everything to her yesterday. i dont know why, i guess i just missed her so much. she's a great listener.

she was my bestfriend since we were in standard 1! can u imagine that, sangat lama da. 13 years of friendship. she used to be my "kakak" hehe, and i was the "adik". cuz everyone tgk kitorg muka nak sama kut. hehehe.

how funny things has changed now, i have my other 6 bestfriends. they are my world and my happiness. i dont know what would i do,not having them with me. we're stuck together da.
=)
so did she, she has other closed friends in perak too. but we're still the same like we used to back in high school.fun memories.

thanks for calling me semalam.
rindu u!

love her to bits!
xoxo.
purple is her favourite color
=D

my current addiction =)

im so so so addicted to this song called "terima kasih cinta"
its a lovely song.




im melting.
=)